Destiny: Believe or Not?

Do you believe in destiny?

I still remembered the day I stayed in Baguio, in break time, I sat with my friends, looked around, teachers and students went though and chatted each others on lobby. All made me so surprised. It was exactly I had dream, of course I didn´t have memories about it until I saw the things in front of my eyes. Three months ago before I came there I didn´t know where I would be and what I would do like it was my destiny. It would definitely happen though whatever you did.

The most important is not my first time. It has happened several times in my life, of course, I didn´t remember anything about dreams as usual. If you ask me that I believe in destiny or not? Well, my answer is yes. There are somethings happen you can not explain clearly why and how. There are some meetings between you and some one makes your life or yourself change but you don´t know how to explain. With me, it is called DESTINY.

There was an extremely hard time for me when I promoted in my job, calling ¨the promotion¨ will help you be easy to imagine my situation but actually senior quit off her job and I continued it, from junior to senior, from ¨staff of an assistant manager¨ to become an assistant manager. It should not be a big deal. But it was so serious and terrible that I considered to stop working, my manager didn´t accept my desire at that time because the reason of I gave would stop after a month later when senior one left office. Of course, I understood how the professional working was so I kept going on. But I did not think it made me depressions. I was scared to go to office and worried frequently, Getting worse, I shut my mouth, I didn´t want to talk with anyone if tried, I would cry and could not stop. Like your friend loves dark and be scared light, she wanna be in her blanket in a closed room. Nobody can open it by keys or if break it by your strength, you can not break the huge of fatigues in her mind. I thought to die in some seconds.

I tried to find another job at that moment and there was a French company called me and asked to interview. That was our first meeting. I failed in that interview, among hope again was disappointed, But he told me that ¨it´s not failure, just you are not suitable with our requirements¨. That sentence ït´s not failure¨ truly meant with me at that time. It liked a life vest for me, helped me float on the depression. And he saved me not only a time. But more lucky, he doesn´t love me. You will think I am crazy but it is true that love is easy to be broken while not easy to keep in touch as friends after broken. Is it the destiny?

He didn´t teach me but I learnt to think positively from him, ask the help when meet trouble and cry when be hurt or sadness... I share my learn to others who are similar as me, lonely by listen to their voice, their lonely, their sadness. I realized that happiness is spreading love and care even you meet them only one time in your life.

Words you say, they will ignore one day.

Action you do, they will forget one day

But life spirit you give, they will stay in their heart

My friend says that destiny is in his hand and he will create it. Keep his love tightly, respect every moment in his life and don´t stop smiling every day. That´s the way he creates his destiny.

How about you? Do you believe in destiny? Will you create your destiny or contrary?

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